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[brushoff]

[ There's a small pause before, ]

I won't lie. It is a bit awkward. Normally I'm able to convince people to...overlook their hesitancy. [ aka Dorian absolutely thought that he could convince Jon to fuck him anyway. ]

I'm also not going to lie: I really like sex. I'm perfectly fine cuddling you and giving you a massage all you want, but I would like to find someone who I can manage to jack off every now and then.

[epistemological]

[ He turns a little on the bed. ]

I know who I got into this bed with, Dorian. I'm hardly expecting monogamy.

[ He rests no one hand with his cheek against his palm. ]

I'm perfectly happy to take care of you. I do enjoy giving in that respect. And I'm certainly not morally opposed to anything, I just-

[ He shakes his head. ]

The, er, equipment works, as it were. It's just... awkward and sex doesn't really... arouse me. Most partners find it disheartening to get to me and find I'm not even half hard and it just makes the whole thing unpleasant.

[brushoff]

[ 'Sex doesn't arouse him.' In Dorian's mind, that's a challenge. He's keeping this to himself though as he nods. ]

You know, if sex doesn't arouse you, there are plenty of other things we can try that might work. Technically speaking, you can easily get someone off without actually fucking them.

[epistemological]

...I don't like pain either, for reference. Despite the lack of damage. I-in case that's where you were going.

[brushoff]

I mean it doesn't have to be pain, [ Dorian points out, like it's the most obvious thing ever. ]

It could be...I don't know, sensations. Being tied up. The chill of an ice cube running down your spine.

[epistemological]

...maybe?

[ He doesn't look opposed just unsure. Except for- ]

Not being tied up. Or blindfolded. T-too too many kidnappings for that to hold any appeal.

[brushoff]

[ He nods. He can do that much, that's good. ]

What about wax? Or...hmm, we could do something with a lighter sensation. Feathers, maybe.

[epistemological]

[ There's a bit of a twitch at the mention of wax. ]

N-not wax, i-if-if you please. [ He considers. ] A-and feathers might... might feel a bit like bugs.

[ A pause as he thinks it over. ]

I'm not sure physical sensation is, um, necessarily the way to go. Considering.

[brushoff]

[ There's a pause before, ]

Right, just to get this out of the way, is there something that exists in the world that you haven't been tortured with?

[ He loves you Jon but goddamn this is getting ridiculous. ]

[epistemological]

[ The amount of time it takes before he gives Dorian a rather awkward look and slooooowly shakes his head. ]

[brushoff]

[ Dorian is hit with the conflicting feelings of 'oh god no that's pathetic' and 'that's so sad I can fix him' ]

Okay then. Physical sensations are right out. We can start with...I don't know, praise kink or something verbal instead.

[epistemological]

...I wouldn't really call it a kink, per se. I mean, I enjoy knowing I did a good job. It was very nice seeing you enjoy things earlier...

[brushoff]

So that's a slight flavor of voyeurism? It tracks.

[epistemological]

[ That is definitely a bit of a flush to those cheeks. ]

I did, um... I did enjoy looking at you.

[brushoff]

Then I'll just have to be the one tied up! [ Dorian happily chirps. Yeah, he can get used to that. ]

[epistemological]

...I literally cannot understand the appeal of that. But... I... suppose I might eventually?

[brushoff]

If you want, I can give you an overly long explanation of how it gets me off. Granted, we've both probably got better things to do.

[epistemological]

[ Dorian might notice something almost spark in Jon's eyes at the mention of it. ]

That- that may be more effective than you might assume.

[ There's a bit of a story there. A little one.]

[brushoff]

Oooh, you've made me curious! [ And now it's Dorian's turn to look over with excitement. ]

Next time, though. I want there to be something for us to look forward to.

[epistemological]

Should I be concerned about you planning things?

[ Very wry. ]

[brushoff]

Nope!

[ yep ]

[epistemological]

...you are not comforting, Dorian.

[brushoff]

Can't hear you, I'm too busy not planning things.

[epistemological]

[ His answer to that is going to be to reach over to try and pull him into bed with him. ]

[brushoff]

[ Dorian happily takes the opportunity to snuggle close to Jon. ]

I can get used to this.