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[brushoff]

"You've reached the inbox of one Dorian Gray. Don't forget to leave me a message. If you're interesting, I'll get back to you."

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[brushoff]

Some people you can just tell from their personality. I can think of a handful of people on the Barge who, if they were put in a genocide scenario, wouldn't even consider it.

[crab_rangoon]

No, but you don't know what else they might do.

You can't compare yourself to others.

[brushoff]

I can and I do. I'm my own worst critic, darling.

[crab_rangoon]

[He gently strokes his hair, finally achieving that floating feeling.]

Yes, I'm aware. I do wish there was a way I could silence that voice in your head.

[brushoff]

Who knows, [ Dorian sighs. ] Give it time and maybe it'll vanish on it's own. It's certainly lessened since I came here.

[crab_rangoon]

Has it?

[He doesn't stop his fingers on his hair.]

Why do you think that is?

[brushoff]

Honestly? I think it's because I'm simply around people here. Back home, those I care about tend to leave. It's rare that I'm with someone for a while. But here...I see the same people every day. It's easy to grow attached.

[crab_rangoon]

Do you want to be attached?

[brushoff]

I don't know.

[ And it's a pure, honest answer. Because he doesn't. Not being attached is safer, of course. But at the same time...he kind of likes having actual friends here. ]

[crab_rangoon]

Alright. [He's not going to push that answer. It's perfectly valid. He does lean over and gently rest against him.]

Well, in fucking glad you're here with me for now.

[brushoff]

Mmm, you're never getting rid of me, [ Dorian smiles, leaning against Pagan as well. He can just enjoy Pagan's company for the moment. He doesn't have to think too hard about what the future holds right now. ]