Then terribly sorry, but it seems that what you need to do is do better. Or here! How about this? Do better by learning exactly what you can do so you don't fucking compel him again.
[ Dorian shakes his head before pointing out, ]
After you did that? He came to my room, terrified. If Archer gave you enough power to incinerate someone, then he gave you enough power for you to learn your limitations.
Now that I am aware of what it is and what it feels like, I can. But I was not even aware of the fact that it was possible. [ Mental editorializing, mental editorializing. Deep breath. ] I was not in a state where I could even focus enough to relieve my own pain. Magic requires focus. [ Mental editorializing, mental editorializing. Deep breath. ]
[ Nope, didn't work. The volume and speed of his words are going to slowly creep up. He is tired and he is doing everything he can for Johann when he is hurting and he is reaching a tipping point.]
And perhaps he needed to learn to keep his hands to himself when told to. I warned him three times before that happened. Or do you think that I should allow him access to my person against my own desires? Do you think it fair that he betrayed our confidence, our shared goals, a decision made together, a decision he raised to our consideration, followed this by lying to me, followed that by abandoning me in my weakest moments, followed that by forgetting his own chosen obligations, failed to apologize for any of it, and then insisted on rights to my person?
Is autonomy only important when he has it, Herr Gray? Because if that is the case, you are welcome to fuck yourself and your advice, you hypocritical piece of donkey shit. Guten tag!
[ Well. At least he got a rise out of Florian 'I am perfectly fine and perfectly calm and SUPER IN CONTROL AT ALL TIMES' Leickenbloom. What a shock, both of them are rubbish at dealing with anything close to an actual emotion! ]
Somebody's an~gry, [ said in a sing-song tone, fully aware that he's probably going to be hung up on soon. ] Though don't be so dramatic. I know enough of your backstory to say that the death toll was inconvenient. Not weak. Or was the great and powerful Herr Leickenbloom truly brought down to his lowest point by feeling like garbage for a few days?
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[ Dorian shakes his head before pointing out, ]
After you did that? He came to my room, terrified. If Archer gave you enough power to incinerate someone, then he gave you enough power for you to learn your limitations.
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[ Nope, didn't work. The volume and speed of his words are going to slowly creep up. He is tired and he is doing everything he can for Johann when he is hurting and he is reaching a tipping point.]
And perhaps he needed to learn to keep his hands to himself when told to. I warned him three times before that happened. Or do you think that I should allow him access to my person against my own desires? Do you think it fair that he betrayed our confidence, our shared goals, a decision made together, a decision he raised to our consideration, followed this by lying to me, followed that by abandoning me in my weakest moments, followed that by forgetting his own chosen obligations, failed to apologize for any of it, and then insisted on rights to my person?
Is autonomy only important when he has it, Herr Gray? Because if that is the case, you are welcome to fuck yourself and your advice, you hypocritical piece of donkey shit. Guten tag!
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Somebody's an~gry, [ said in a sing-song tone, fully aware that he's probably going to be hung up on soon. ] Though don't be so dramatic. I know enough of your backstory to say that the death toll was inconvenient. Not weak. Or was the great and powerful Herr Leickenbloom truly brought down to his lowest point by feeling like garbage for a few days?
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