Dorian nods. "I had a younger sister growing up. Isadora. She's dead now."
As the motor sputters, Dorian gives it a whack on the side. It sputters back to life for a moment but then slowly starts to die again. Hmm. Maybe he'll just take that as a sign that they should enjoy the scenery for now. It's probably just a little overheated.
Henry watches the fish underneath them, wrinkling his nose at that. "I had a sister, too. Alice. She and my mother are dead. And my father is institutionalized."
He can't help the twinge of disgust as he speaks about them.
"We're more alike than I thought," Dorian muses. And idly, he wonders if their sisters both died the same way. After all, Dorian murdered his darling sister.
Henry's quiet for a moment, still trailing his fingers in the still water. He raises his eyes to the horizon, marveling a little at being back in a place with - no one.
No one except Dorian.
A small price to pay, really.
"I...freed them both," he answers, guessing that Dorian can see right through that answer.
"She was in a situation where it would be better for the world if she died. It was a situation that I could understand, but some random person wouldn't. After all, nobody wants to be the one to actually murder an old woman. But she asked, and I decided that for once in my life, I should be a good big brother."
His tone is deliberately neutral, trying to not give anything away.
Henry doesn't always read the room very well. Not when he has the freedom to speak when he wants. But in this case, it's a hunch that maybe, just maybe, he shouldn't say what he's thinking.
"You killed her to save the world. How noble." He desperately wants to see, to dig in his head for it, but he doesn't want to waste the energy or the possible revocation of consent if he does.
"She was old. Close to her own natural death."
He does genuinely mean this to be a neutral statement. Not quite comforting, but not inflammatory. Empathy is hard.
"That doesn't mean it didn't hurt," Dorian points out, trying very hard to push down the hurt and annoyance in his voice. Because surprise Henry, it did hurt. Dorian adored his sister, even if they rarely saw eye to eye and hadn't talked for decades. He missed her. He loved her.
"In fact, that makes it a little worse. She could have passed away in her sleep, but no. Not now."
Henry leans forward, sensing that hurt. "That doesn't matter. Humans die. They live their lives tied to the same sort of dance. Unremarkable in the grand scheme of time."
"Then you don't know what you're talking about," Dorian bluntly responds. "There's a difference between dying of natural causes and murdering someone. It's something that you'll only know if you've experienced both."
There's a complete lack of sympathy in Dorian's voice. As far as he can tell, Henry doesn't know what he's talking about.
"On the contrary, it does," Dorian points out. "And I suspect that's something you'll learn the longer you're here."
He reaches over to the motor to try and give it a pull, to start it up again.
And nothing happens.
Hmm.
"I find it interesting that the moment someone challenges you, that's when you decide the conversation is over," he says, as he tries (and fails!) to start up the motor again.
"It's not pity. It's my goddamn job," Dorian points out, not even bothering to hide the tenseness in his voice. He absolutely does not start calling, mostly because he's pretty sure he left his communicator on the ship? Whoops.
"Yes, your job. Much like the doctors and the guards before. Keep me from hurting anyone. Shut me up and use electricity when I dare to say anything off script. That is what you are, Dorian Gray," he says, revealing more emotion than he had anticipated.
Dorian will remember that. He doesn't want to push it right now, mostly because that's a whole mess he doesn't want to talk about. But the doctors and the guards and electricity...that's interesting.
Dorian leans in, little smirk on his face as he points out, "I don't think you know this, Henry. I'm a terrible warden. If you hurt someone who deserves to be hurt? As long as you're in my stay, I'll ignore it. Hell, even if you're not in my stay, I might get you a little cupcake."
A pause before, "It's if you hurt someone who doesn't deserve it, like all the idiot children we have on the ship, that's when we'll have problems."
Henry takes that in, giving him a bit of a smile. "Children are often just as cruel as adults," he points out. "But I can't do anything here with people who don't ask for it."
It is still a strange concept. One that Dorian's provided him and another that Jon has. He's been under tight control for so long that any freedom is sweet and inviting and intoxicating. He can't help but hope that's the case. Unfortunately, Henry feels like most people deserve it. Especially the children he slaughtered.
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"Two?"
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As the motor sputters, Dorian gives it a whack on the side. It sputters back to life for a moment but then slowly starts to die again. Hmm. Maybe he'll just take that as a sign that they should enjoy the scenery for now. It's probably just a little overheated.
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He can't help the twinge of disgust as he speaks about them.
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He kind of wants to find out the details.
"How did she die?"
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No one except Dorian.
A small price to pay, really.
"I...freed them both," he answers, guessing that Dorian can see right through that answer.
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Right.
"What a coincidence," he dryly responds. "I killed my sister as well."
He sees your word choice, Henry.
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"Why?"
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His tone is deliberately neutral, trying to not give anything away.
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"You killed her to save the world. How noble." He desperately wants to see, to dig in his head for it, but he doesn't want to waste the energy or the possible revocation of consent if he does.
"She was old. Close to her own natural death."
He does genuinely mean this to be a neutral statement. Not quite comforting, but not inflammatory. Empathy is hard.
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"In fact, that makes it a little worse. She could have passed away in her sleep, but no. Not now."
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"Do you know anyone who's died of natural causes?"
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There's a complete lack of sympathy in Dorian's voice. As far as he can tell, Henry doesn't know what he's talking about.
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He waves a hand to the engine and frowns as it sputters but does not turn on.
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He reaches over to the motor to try and give it a pull, to start it up again.
And nothing happens.
Hmm.
"I find it interesting that the moment someone challenges you, that's when you decide the conversation is over," he says, as he tries (and fails!) to start up the motor again.
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"I suppose you'll have to swim..."
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Dorian gives Henry a tense little smile. He's not getting in that water, thank you very much.
"Why are you scared of confrontation? Isn't everyone lesser than you?"
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He sits forward, waving his hand again. The engine doesn't respond.
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Dorian gives one more yank on the motor. And again, nothing happens.
"Hmm."
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He watches with narrowed eyes. "Call someone," he finally tells him.
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"If I pitied you, you'd know."
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Dorian leans in, little smirk on his face as he points out, "I don't think you know this, Henry. I'm a terrible warden. If you hurt someone who deserves to be hurt? As long as you're in my stay, I'll ignore it. Hell, even if you're not in my stay, I might get you a little cupcake."
A pause before, "It's if you hurt someone who doesn't deserve it, like all the idiot children we have on the ship, that's when we'll have problems."
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It is still a strange concept. One that Dorian's provided him and another that Jon has. He's been under tight control for so long that any freedom is sweet and inviting and intoxicating. He can't help but hope that's the case. Unfortunately, Henry feels like most people deserve it. Especially the children he slaughtered.
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